Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Advisor Ghosh

The Physics advisor to me, re: minor
"Please try to see me at least once during this semester."

I make an advising appointment with him, and go in and see him. First thing he asks me
"Why are you here to see me?"

heh...

Matt

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Blue Man Group - Character Statement

The Blue Man character is not an alien. He looks different on the outside, that’s for sure, but the key to the Blue Man is his inner life. The people who really connect with the Blue Man see past his unusual appearance and see something fundamentally human. Unlike the Blue Man, most of us are comfortable with pretense, we tend to our egos and our personas. We feel awkward in the presence of the primal, self-conscious in moments of playfulness and we routinely feel alone in crowds. The Blue Man is the opposite. He is naturally authentic, he is egoless, he is at home in the primal, he is never self-conscious and he easily connects with others.

What does it say about the human condition that someone with these traits seems so alien to us? Clearly, in the process of becoming “civilized” something has been lost. It’s so far gone that when it stares us in the eyes, we don’t even recognize it, and it seems strange.

There’s a part of us that instinctively knows we are not our masks, our outer shells. This part of us knows exactly who the Blue Man is. For some people it may be too far down to access; they get so far in they can’t get out. These people do not recognize the Blue Man, but there are others who haven’t completely buried this aspect of themselves. These are the people who “get” the Blue Man. When they see him, his essence is not at all alien; it is familiar, like a voice from the distant past. In this moment of recognition, it all becomes clear; we are the ones who have become the aliens.

Friday, November 05, 2004

The new map of America



California should break away from the rest of the country.

Peace

Matt

Thursday, November 04, 2004

My parents' new land in Bethel



They'll have a view of White Cap at Sunday River. I don't think they're planning on beginning to build a house any time soon, but it might be nice in a few years.

Peace

Matt

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

courseload left

I couldn't count last time I thought about how many courses I have left. I only need 4 CS classes and 1 Physics class.

Courses next semester:
Acting for Non Majors
Electronics Lab
Research (Waiting on a professor...)
Constructive Logic
WebApplications development

After that I'll need Algo and I'll be done.

Peace

Matt